it was told to me that everyone will have their own fairytale...
& every fairytale is unique...
one day you will meet the prince of your live...
but I keep wandering that is it real...
fairytale is just story keep lie, it not reality...
there was once a person told me that if it happen that
you are sad, unhappiness or anything...
you just have to that I will be there for you...
all you need to do is run to me...
& I will protect you from harm & bababa...
& now I have grown up...
I know all of this isn't real...
this is my doggy in pet society...
& it is named after annie lou the 'RAT'...
well...had my retest today & yupp...I fail again...
after went for lunch & go for lesson...
& halfway through audit lesson me, caiyun, annie, joanna & kaiping walk out of the class...
& teacher was so damn angry...
after that I phoned nicole to ask what the teacher say...
& she told me that she is got to complain to our CA...
& I told kaiping about it...
& we both was like we dun give a damn about it anyway...
this is the things that happen with me & annie...
well...I was kinda of boring so I was disturbing annie who is a manga & anime freak...
okiies...plus teasing her as well....
dun you agree that seeing the people you teasig expression is so damn fun...
watch quite a number of horror movie today...
Ghost of girlfriend past, thirst& dun noe how to write the name of the other 2 movies...
after school went to Plaza Singapura to search for my gloomy bear...
but well...not luck for that...in the end went to buy some anime thing...
but well...i spnd 15 buck on a small like thing...
sone people say OMFG...jamie is crazy again...
well...I noe I alway buy those useless thing or anime thing that cost a bomb...
but well...I am happy that I had it anyway so no hard feeling for it...
well today I never go to school due to waking up late...
okiies..I noe I should not skip school...
but well...cant be blamed right...
read manga at home & watch drama too...
when I know that cash flow exam was coming near...
I was so stressed out but well...
i totally forget all about 'cash flow'...
at first it was say that there will be no retest even if you fail...
but suddenly I receive a paper from my CA saying that there will be retest...
OMFG...okiies...this topics was ways past a few weeks
& I cant even remember a single things about the topics...
okiies...I know its nothing to be proud of but well...I REAALLY orget everything about 'Cash Flow'...
*stress* but luck I got some friends who are going to teach me...
& when I chat with Sam just now she was like joking around with me...
saying that 'wow...recently you two super close hor...' & etc...& its was totally nothing of that...
& as for whoever trying to spread all those fake rumours again...
I promises I will break your neck 'GENTLY' & also 'PAINLESS'...
& it is a miracle that I am here blogging...
today watch my vampire diaries & my 下一站 幸福...
the show was getting more & more exciting...
& it really make me cant wait for the next ep to come out...
go to mall to buy food & went home to watch my drama...
I am really addicted into drama, vampire & etc...
since young, i always wished to have vampire teeth...
okiies...that was kinda of funny...every girl want to be a princess but why I am so different...
well...nothing wrong with different right...
thing will never be the same anymore...
since when it all started to change...
can you uess what I was thinking every monday...
well...its' today lesson end so late & tml there will not be any school...
cant wait for tml to come & watch my vampire diaries & my 下一站 幸福...
day passes really quickly...
without knowing a year had passed...
& for the past few year, I am running in circle just hoping to see your shadow...
& here I am right now, thinking of how stupid I am for the pass few years...
letting the ones who care disappoint again & again...
I really dun noe what to write for the title...
so I never write...
well...I know quite a number of people hate me or dislike me...
for people who know me should know that I always talk before I think...
& because of that alot of people misunderstand me...
I also dun wish for people to understand...
but just a few thing that I think people around me should know...
whatever I do , I say I did not do it on purpose or for the seek of hurting someone...
& when people around me got hurt because of me like what my devil had been through...
I really feel very sad & emo for quite a few week...
but my devil had not even once blame it on me... & all she say was it was not your fault...
& that was when our friendship got deeper...
& all I can say wasthey was really that 'few' that I can tlive my live withoput...
so I really hope that we can always be friend...
& nothing can bring us apart or break our friendship...
what is the definition of 'forever'?
For everlasting time also known as 'eternally'
what i s the duration of your 'forever?'
1day, 1 week, 1 month, half a year, a year...
I really dun noe what is the meaning of forever & I am not keen to know...
I really dun now what is the time frame of your 'forever' & I am not keen on trying it out...
when I first know that forever was so short I told m yself not to believe in forever...
& love had never been on my side before...
